Post Power Syndrome

I used to have advanced skills at working environment. Eventhough Steve Jobs said "Keep foolish", I guess there's a limit for being slow. I am mad with myself, "Why am I not catching up as fast as I think I could?"

God, help me.

Why Don't I Burn The Bridge?

I think the way I am behaving now because I know I could cross the bridge behind me anytime I have enough. I hate It. I feel like I am walking forward half heartedly. Yes, that comfort zone is so tempting. Shouldn't I? Should I?

The Sin is Bad, Justify It is Worse

I scrolled the instagram stories as usual and found someone I follow posting about podcast of Nouman Ali Khan. What I did next was downloading podcast installer. And I felt like I finally found something to slap my own face to realize that I justify myself lately.

"The sin is bad, but justify It is even worse."

Strike through my heart and myself to blame. While the podcast is playing and hitting me at the same time, It is lightning my heart somehow. If you have the same condition just like me, maybe you could try the same thing.